I just spent the last two days working on a post which was all about how tough motherhood is. How I had a really hard time with Tanay and how this time I wanted it all to be different. It turned out to be a pretty longish post too. Then just as I was previewing it, something made me stop. I turned around to see Tanay sleeping next to me in my bed and Dhruv asleep in his crib. And I just hit the delete button. Everything was perfect. All the hardships… all the pain… all the stress just melted right out of that post.

My boys are here with me. Happy & healthy. Nothing else matters.

Being a mother has undoubtedly been the most difficult job I have ever done in my life. The stakes just got doubled. Wish me luck!